Hey there, it's TheBestBroster here!

I've been wanting to make a news post to follow up on that really sad one I made a couple weeks ago. If any of you saw that I'm sorry, that was a really bitter, kind of mean-spirited way of expressing my feelings.

I'm currently struggling with a lot of mental health issues if you don't know.

First, I want to let you guys know that I am stable enough as I write this.

But yeah, things in general haven't been so great for me. That's why I haven't really drawn much this month. I swear the anxiety and depression are causing a massive art block. I just can't bring myself to do that much with my days anymore...

I've just been living in this limbo state of being too afraid to live and too afraid to die my entire life. I don't know what this is.

I just feel so disconnected from everything and everyone around me.

I'm still trying though.

Still trying to find meaning where I can, still trying to find reasons to go on.

And I do have to give a huge thank you to you people.

You. The Newgrounds community as a whole.

Because you have given to me compassion and understanding during a rather dark period for me. I've met people here who I truly understand. That never happened all throughout school. Only here have I met the people who are right for me.

So, overall, my life has been... not so great. But I have been finding solace in people I've met here, and in little things.

I'm ok. And I'm still trying to make something of my life. No matter the odds. I know damn well I haven't survived 20 painful, awkward years on this Earth for no reason.

I wish you all a good day/night!