I do commissions now! I have for a little while now, but I'm still open to doin' em! I'll draw the vast majority of things!

Here are some things I've drawn lately!

I'm also on Bluesky! That cool popular not-"X"! Or Twitter. Fuckin' dumbass name change.

I won't be posting as much stuff aside from art that was a prior commitment. Because I'm going to focus away from art and to just getting my life together first. Just reorganizing my commitments in life. new plan n shit.

I know my last news post was depressing, but I'm wanting to welcome the new year with open arms. I will stick to my resolutions I made.

I can do it.

So Happy New Years!

So, 2024 is ending. And the new year 2025 is upon us. Since this year is ending, I will give a recap of what it was like for me. Tell my own tale in a way.

2024 began on a terrific note. I had just had a wonderful mushroom trip and for a while, I was ok. I was actually ok. I couldn't believe it. But it was true. I thought I died and I came back to life during the trip. For a brief period of time, my depression was straight up gone. It was wonderful. There was no self-doubt. No nothing!

But after a while, things sank back to their depressing old ways.

The rest of the year has been terrible. Aside from some brief good moments. I did ok with growing a following here, but not too well personally.

My mental and physical health have tanked worse than they ever have.

I hate myself. I tell that to myself on a regular basis in fact. I have turned into a pathetic waste of a person. I don't know anything other than my computer and my bed and the kitchen. I hate feeling like a child still.

I made some New Years resolutions, and hopefully I can stick to them this time. I just want my life to be different.

Hey guys, I have commissions open now! Consider helpin' a fellow starving artist out if you've got a few spare bucks!

Credit for creating this commissions sheet goes to: Mnzozo. Thank you so much!

As for other things, I am still my same old self! Just doing my same old crap heheh.

I'm still working on my Zelda 2 parody animation even though it's taking way longer than I thought it would to complete and is turning out to be a pain. Animating am I right?

I am also pretty excited for Christmas as I know I'll be getting a new computer and some new records so that's super cool! This new computer has 16GB of RAM, and 500GB of storage, so both of those stats are double what my current P.C. has! I know damn well that's going to help me immensely with content creation, and just make my quality of life that much better since I spend so much damn time on the computer.

Also New Years is right around the corner! 2025 is here, baby (almost)! I've made some resolutions I'm really going to try to hold myself up to. Because I made some for this year, and I did not follow through at all. So I want to redeem myself with the new year. Let's try and kick some ass this time, huh?!

So, thank you for reading this news post, I wish you happy holidays and a happy new year!

How the fuck do people find the will to live? I hardly (if at all) care about being alive. I'm a fucking pathetic wreck of a human being.

I don't have a job and I doubt I'd be able to hold one for a while, or even be able to perform properly at work anyways.

Fuck people. I can't stand being alive. I just want to talk to somebody. I just want somebody to understand my problems and my suffering. I just want to feel a human touch in my life. I don't know what it feels like.

I fucking hate being autistic in this world. I'm just a terrified mess of a human being. I know how I could fix some of my problems in life, sure, but I don't even care. I'm just too apathetic. Nothing really matters to me that much. I don't care about anything.

I hate being alive. This is a cruel fucking joke.

I can't stand it. I can't stand living. Being alive is such a damn chore. I should be happy that I basically just got a job, but I could not be more anxious. And not in the good way. I kind of am in the good way, yeah, but... I don't know.

It feels like the first day of school again when I was a little kid. But it turned out ok then didn't it? Yeah, I should be ok, right? Yeah. I'll be ok. I'll be ok.

This has good possibilities too.

Just gotta keep telling myself that.

This website is such a cool place I'm glad I can share my art and see artwork from all sorts of different people. I've made cool online friends from here! how cool is that? The games and music and art and movies are all a complete vibe and a living tribute to everything good about the internet.

Thank you Tom Fulp for making this place!

If I ever make a website one day it's because I'm standing on the shoulders of the giant that is you!

I have some cool artists I like that I wanna give shoutouts to on the frontpage as well!:

Mnzozo

She makes cool art, is very nice and makes neat gifs and short animations!

Jojo

He makes cool, interesting music, and enjoys writing! Is also pretty nice, too!

Robiiin

They make art and music! Both end up good in my opinion! So check that shit out yo!

So yeah, it's great to interact with the newgrounds community at large like this again! Always fun posting crap on the front page!

Hey! TheBestBroster is here with some news update thingy! I'm just posting this to show off some things I've done lately and talk about life a little.

So for what I have already completed lately, there is:

This artwork turned out pretty good I think! I wanted to share because of that!

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_Z2oVvC8hD7QuEXmOgnG0tgAm90jPMge

I've embarked on making walkthroughs of video games for fun, and this is the one I'm currently in the process of making! I've had a pretty nice time making it so far!

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_Z2oVvC8hD6tQoAY8P4ftfAEPlDYPVy2&si=MYhmwoZTAe2REwmm

This is the previous longer-term Let's Play that I have completed! I fuckin' love Castlevania.

I have also animated some stuff too, so hell yeah! That stuff will be shared at a later date of course, when it's finished.

So, for life:

It's been up and down. On new meds, and they help a lot. Who knew I needed mood stabilizers so damn bad? Not me, that's for sure. Good god.

Also looking back into applying for some jobs around me soon enough. Because of the new meds, largely.

So yeah, little bits of progress here and there, but still the same old shit. Same old depression and waking up groaning every day. But I suppose it has it's good moments from time to time. Weed is part of those good times, for sure. It's really nice. Almost too nice, heheh. If you know, you know. I'm slightly addicted, but nothing that will end me.

I've been getting outta the house a little more, too! I even took a walk myself today, and that wasn't too bad! I got sweaty, but yeah y'know, its Florida!

Not much more to say to you, fellow Newgroundsers, other than Happy Halloween, and a wonderful day to you!

Video games.

I have them up.

Twitter is here.

Sheezyart is here.

Hell yeah peep that shit. Haha. Ahh man I'm fucking tired. No sleep. Only Grand Theft Auto III.