Hey guys, I have commissions open now! Consider helpin' a fellow starving artist out if you've got a few spare bucks!

Credit for creating this commissions sheet goes to: Mnzozo. Thank you so much!

As for other things, I am still my same old self! Just doing my same old crap heheh.

I'm still working on my Zelda 2 parody animation even though it's taking way longer than I thought it would to complete and is turning out to be a pain. Animating am I right?

I am also pretty excited for Christmas as I know I'll be getting a new computer and some new records so that's super cool! This new computer has 16GB of RAM, and 500GB of storage, so both of those stats are double what my current P.C. has! I know damn well that's going to help me immensely with content creation, and just make my quality of life that much better since I spend so much damn time on the computer.

Also New Years is right around the corner! 2025 is here, baby (almost)! I've made some resolutions I'm really going to try to hold myself up to. Because I made some for this year, and I did not follow through at all. So I want to redeem myself with the new year. Let's try and kick some ass this time, huh?!

So, thank you for reading this news post, I wish you happy holidays and a happy new year!

How the fuck do people find the will to live? I hardly (if at all) care about being alive. I'm a fucking pathetic wreck of a human being.

I don't have a job and I doubt I'd be able to hold one for a while, or even be able to perform properly at work anyways.

Fuck people. I can't stand being alive. I just want to talk to somebody. I just want somebody to understand my problems and my suffering. I just want to feel a human touch in my life. I don't know what it feels like.

I fucking hate being autistic in this world. I'm just a terrified mess of a human being. I know how I could fix some of my problems in life, sure, but I don't even care. I'm just too apathetic. Nothing really matters to me that much. I don't care about anything.

I hate being alive. This is a cruel fucking joke.

I can't stand it. I can't stand living. Being alive is such a damn chore. I should be happy that I basically just got a job, but I could not be more anxious. And not in the good way. I kind of am in the good way, yeah, but... I don't know.

It feels like the first day of school again when I was a little kid. But it turned out ok then didn't it? Yeah, I should be ok, right? Yeah. I'll be ok. I'll be ok.

This has good possibilities too.

Just gotta keep telling myself that.

This website is such a cool place I'm glad I can share my art and see artwork from all sorts of different people. I've made cool online friends from here! how cool is that? The games and music and art and movies are all a complete vibe and a living tribute to everything good about the internet.

Thank you Tom Fulp for making this place!

If I ever make a website one day it's because I'm standing on the shoulders of the giant that is you!

I have some cool artists I like that I wanna give shoutouts to on the frontpage as well!:

Mnzozo

She makes cool art, is very nice and makes neat gifs and short animations!

Jojo

He makes cool, interesting music, and enjoys writing! Is also pretty nice, too!

Robiiin

They make art and music! Both end up good in my opinion! So check that shit out yo!

So yeah, it's great to interact with the newgrounds community at large like this again! Always fun posting crap on the front page!

Hey! TheBestBroster is here with some news update thingy! I'm just posting this to show off some things I've done lately and talk about life a little.

So for what I have already completed lately, there is:

This artwork turned out pretty good I think! I wanted to share because of that!

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_Z2oVvC8hD7QuEXmOgnG0tgAm90jPMge

I've embarked on making walkthroughs of video games for fun, and this is the one I'm currently in the process of making! I've had a pretty nice time making it so far!

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_Z2oVvC8hD6tQoAY8P4ftfAEPlDYPVy2&si=MYhmwoZTAe2REwmm

This is the previous longer-term Let's Play that I have completed! I fuckin' love Castlevania.

I have also animated some stuff too, so hell yeah! That stuff will be shared at a later date of course, when it's finished.

So, for life:

It's been up and down. On new meds, and they help a lot. Who knew I needed mood stabilizers so damn bad? Not me, that's for sure. Good god.

Also looking back into applying for some jobs around me soon enough. Because of the new meds, largely.

So yeah, little bits of progress here and there, but still the same old shit. Same old depression and waking up groaning every day. But I suppose it has it's good moments from time to time. Weed is part of those good times, for sure. It's really nice. Almost too nice, heheh. If you know, you know. I'm slightly addicted, but nothing that will end me.

I've been getting outta the house a little more, too! I even took a walk myself today, and that wasn't too bad! I got sweaty, but yeah y'know, its Florida!

Not much more to say to you, fellow Newgroundsers, other than Happy Halloween, and a wonderful day to you!

Video games.

I have them up.

Twitter is here.

Sheezyart is here.

Hell yeah peep that shit. Haha. Ahh man I'm fucking tired. No sleep. Only Grand Theft Auto III.

Hi! I'm not gonna do the news posts of the monthly recaps like I did before because it was a little too mechanical in my eyes.

Anyways, May of 2024 was really good for me! I had fun drawing and stuff! I am so happy that my Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door mural got frontpaged! Thank you so much for whoever is responsible for that, it made me very happy! I feel like I am myself. I have got my life and myself figured out to some degree. Not all the way though, as I am still pretty young, and still am going to have many years of learning and growing ahead of me.

But yeah, I am very happy with May of 2024! I am a better artist than I have ever been, I feel smarter than I have ever been, and I sincerely feel like I will come to great success in the future. I am trying my hardest at my artwork, and I know I will become something great. Because I believe that I am a really cool guy! And you are cool too. You just need to believe that you are beautiful. Because you are. Give yourself a hug right now. But yeah, on top of that other stuff, I am working out again, and I feel pretty good about myself because of that! I've only worked out for the past week or so, but I hope to be able to keep that up because I feel so proud of myself.

Anyways, that has been my month of May of 2024! I hope I have a good June, and you too!

You have a great month I wish you love and peace!

Hello to everyone on Newgrounds! I have had a strange, depressing day today. And I am experiencing feelings that make me want to share important things with everyone I can.

Be kind no matter what. I know that is a rather simple statement that we have all heard since the time when we were small children, but in the simplicity is emphasis. The only way I could possibly make the message any clearer is if I screamed it directly into your ear.

Life is hard enough without hatred. There is no room for that in this world or in our hearts and minds. We cling to hate because in the short term, it makes us feel good. It makes us think that we're of better moral character than others when we may not be. It makes us believe that our differences are to be admonished. It makes us think that hurting others is justified because we don't understand them. It makes us think that treating ourselves poorly is a good thing because we are delusioned enough to believe that we are not worth other peoples time or love. It makes us think that we should not give to those who are less fortunate because we have been taught that they deserve to go to bed on an empty stomach.

Hatred over time, begins to rot the mind, the heart, and our whole world from the inside out. The world around us feeds off of our hatred in the form of the twenty-four hour news cycle, advertising, politics, the military-industrial complex, the fast food-pharmaceutical-industrial complex, and more things that I can't think of at the moment.

The good news though, is that love is a choice. You can choose to love instead of hate. All you need to do is walk away from hate. Mind you, it is not easy, but it is damn well possible. People like to say that love alone can't save lives or provide any services, but it can. Love is action for the cause of happiness.

Love is the strength to admit that you were being an asshole and apologize. Love is the celebration and admiration of our differences. Love is choosing not to fire a bullet or insult someone when you know deep down that it will not solve any of our problems. Love is choosing to drink a glass of water over a can of soda because you know that you are worth love just as others are. Love is giving that homeless guy some money so he can buy a sandwich, or giving a struggling single mother you know some help around the house. Love is listening to, and taking seriously, a mentally ill person talk about why they feel the way they do, and trying to understand them. And taking them seriously even if you don't understand them. Love is adopting an old animal from a shelter to give them unconditional warmth and comfort in their final years of life.

Not a single one of us chose to be alive. That alone is reason enough to spread only compassion and kindness for one another (that includes animals).

If you read that all, you're a real G., and I thank you.

Never-ending love and peace to you all!

March 2024 Recap:

Man, this month has been pretty boring for the most part. I thought about it, and I've come to the conclusion that I thoroughly burned myself out in January, and getting myself to draw and animate again was a major pain in the ass for a long while.

One thing though, is I did make a let's play of Super Castlevania IV that I think turned out pretty well!

Yeah, I haven't really done much during this last month, and I think that's fairly evident due to the fact that I have not posted much through March. I also did not work on any animation for Zelduh II, either.

April 2024 Plans:

So far during this first week of April, I have been fairly productive artistically! I have been working on the Paper Mario: The Thousand-Year Door mural quite a bit! I am quite proud of that, so hopefully by the end of the month that can get posted.

I think that burnout has finally run it's course, and I am actively trying to achieve more of a balance between time spent working on things I'd wanna post on the internet and support myself with, and unstructured free time. I just want to avoid another mildly depressing burnout period. If anyone needs to hear this, letting yourself relax really does increase your overall enjoyment of life and productivity in the long run.

For the Zelda parody, I do plan to work on it more this month, but I can't give any guarantees on when it will be finished or released. But know that I will work on it.

And of course, I will continue to work on sprite art as part of the Newgrounds: Zero Hour team.

I still need to do my collab entry for the Earth Day Collab, and I wanna make another submission or two for The Space Collab.

Basically, I plan to be a lot more productive and active this month than I have been over the past few weeks. I'm glad I've got things figured out and structured a bit more!

Art Updates:

Paper Mario Mural Teasers:

Another random piece of art I've worked on a bit:

As always, keep an eye out for some awesome shit, internet! And I really mean that this month as I've got things more balanced and figured out in general.

Thank you for reading, and have a nice day!