So... I haven't been too well as of late.

One day a week or so ago, I seriously contemplated suicide.

I'm not doing too ok. I have a serious addiction to Marijuana, which will impact my life if I don't stop.

I need... help... of some kind. I don't even know what. I just want to make a general plea. I just need help. Help of some kind. Oh god.

I don't know what to do.

My therapist has been very supportive. I deeply appreciate it. I have to let her know next session.

But anyways...

I just wanted to let you guys know.

That is why I have been mostly absent on this site. It is pretty unfortunate. I just haven't been paying much attention to it. It sucks ass. My situation does. I just want to feel ok.

Too much pressure. Too much to do. I can't keep up with the stressors. Just shut up already! God damn!

Jesus fucking Christ.

Yeah. I just want to let some people on Newgrounds know just incase you would care. I do plan on posting more artwork on here eventually. I just haven't been doing it out of major depression. Big saddy, I know. Haha.

I hope you have a nice day. I sincerely do. You please have the best day possible. Enjoy yourself. Take care of some much-needed errand. Do something good for yourself. Take some time off mentally. Take a mental health day. Have a good time.

I love you.

• Brody Henson "TheBestBroster"

6-19-2025